Those people, not -those- people.
In no way are those words meant to be read with bad connotations, quite the opposite in fact. More like with a kind of awe and admiration, the way "God" is read in comparison to just "god". In my mind the words are said with almost a kind of reverence.Those People are in fact the sort of people that cast a flawless first impression. One of perfection, or maybe "nobility" is the word I'm looking for. It is even beyond me to be jealous of them. Just in awe, and with a sudden desire to aspire to become just like that.
They usually tend to appear to be one of those people that have it all. The heart, the mind, the looks. Kind, smart, gifted by nature. Boy or girl. Though one gives hope, whilst the other evokes a sort of jealousy and at the same time a competitive goal with a possibility.
You automatically feel below them, not in the bad way, but it brings about a sense of respect. It can almost be annoying, as you see them doing something effortlessly, that something which you feel would be impossible for yourself. Or maybe they see something from a different perspective, one which now seems obvious, but also one you knew you could not reach even if you had eons to think about it.
And all this goes through my head in a matter of seconds... I doubt the person, or people, involved even realize my impression of them.
Of course it seems to only pertain to -first impressions-. The more you know someone, the more flaws you discover, and with that any initial awe you might have had, fades. I am yet to meet such a person who manages to withhold my awe throughout a prolonged period of time.
However, such an impression does leave that mental imprint of complete and utter perfection, one which without doubt must be achievable in the self if observed in another. Oh, the flaws and disillusions of an "impression". Still, gives you that invincible feeling if you feel striving for it will allow you to reach the unreachable.
There's still hope...right? :P
